Can't you see that I'm already gone?

1:07 AM Aymie 0 Comments

There's only one full day left in Berea for me, and it will be a long one. I want to get packed quickly, cause honestly I hate packing. That's why I always can fit everything in one suitcase when going on vacation. To me, I can't stand the thought that in one day I have to pack a car with what essentially makes up my entire life for the next year. I can't believe that this summer is almost over; and in about 30 hours I will have moved into my new home, in my new town. I get to essentially start over. No more of the stuff that has preceded me, about April and all of that. I get to leave that mess behind. I can't believe that in four days, I will be beginning school. I am so excited. I have so desperately needed a change in scenery.

I hate that tomorrow will be the last time that I will see my boyfriend until October! Ugh, that thought is hard to live with. But we will keep in touch via texting, webcam, myspace, im, and basically every other form of communication except face to face. Ha =] We will get through it. I will miss everything about what I have now. I will realize that I miss all of the little things that I have taken for granted the whole time I've lived here; all of the friends I have been able to hang out with by simply riding my bike for a few miles. I will miss it all. But I can't wait to keep moving on with my life, growing, and learning.